paigey-poo!

bored today!

I cleaned the house yesterday and mowed the yard, so now i have nothing to do today. I scrapbooked one page already today and may do a few more. Constance is sick today so she stayed home with me. im thinking of going to lay in our bed with all three girls and watching a movie. It just feels like a very lazy day! Hope everyone has a great day and rest of the week!!

I mean it this time....

Missing tooth!!!
Paige and her daddy!

Me and my baby girl!

Big smiles!

Minnie ears!

Our beautiful Ivy!!!

Big girl

Ok, I am starting to miss blogging now! lol So Im starting it back up yet again!!! Lets see, an update real quick. Paige is now 3 1/2 months old! She has grown so much! She is now talking ALOT, and she sleeps completely through the night. She really has been the easiest baby to take care of out of all three of them. Constance is doing well in preschool. She loves going, and is excited to start Kindergarten this coming up year! Im a little sad and excited about that as well. She lost her first tooth about a week ago, with a second one getting looser every day! Ivy is my typical three year old! Sweet as can be at one moment, and stubborn and through a fit the next! She will be starting preschool in the fall! She will be going two days a week! I really hope she adjusts well. I wasnt too worried about constance when she first went, but Ivy is a little more shy around people she doesnt know. Im worried about how the first day will be! David is good. He had to work 12 hour shifts all week, so he has been pretty tired. I have been doing good as well. Just trying to keep up with the girls! That is an all day job in itself!

I am going to add a few pictures of the last few weeks. Enjoy!

scrapbooking!

here are some pages i have done lately! ivy

ariel at disney world

new year 09

grandma and constance

derrick

baby #3

my dress

senior year

california

paiges ultrasound pics

welcome home ceremony

things have been getting alot better on the home front. thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers!

Life is hard....

This is supossed to be the happiest time in my life, and right now it isnt. I have alot going on, alot on my mind. I wont get into specifics, but its not good at this point. I dont know what the future holds for me and my girls. I dont want to make the wrong decision for them, but I have no idea what the right decision is. If I make the hard decision, the one I dont want to have to make, its going to be so tough. I honestly dont have anywhere to go. I will be starting out with nothing. What do I do with that? But do I stay because of that? Urrrgggg... This is so hard.

Sorry, just venting. Dont want to post anything on facebook, but I know a few select people that I trust are the only ones that read this, so Im venting here.

Im back!

Ok, Im back to blogging now! I got in a rutt for a while there and just didnt want to do it, and then Paige was born and that threw doing anything that took time out the window! lol Now that things have settled down and she is on a good schedule I can sit down and do it again. Ive added a few pictures of the little princess and her big sisters too! Let me tell you life with three little girls is definately interesting! I feel like my whole house is coated in pink stuff! I will try to keep up with my blog on a regular basis. Hopefully lack of sleep and energy will not make it too hard!

Big Sisters Constance, Ivy, and baby Paige
Its a Jungle in here!

Paige Victoria

Big Smiles! I love those cheeks!

Me and Paige when she was about 3 weeks old!

So is anyone getting tired of all the snow already? I sure am! Its snowing here now and we are suppossed to get alot apparently! Id say we have about 2-3 inches already and its coming down pretty hard still! We may take the girls out sledding this afternoon! When I say we, I really mean David! lol Im not much on playing in the snow, I hate being cold! I think Ivy agrees with me too. She doesnt stay out there for very long before she is begging to go inside. Constance on the other hand would stay out there all day if I let her!

Alright, well Im off here for now! David will be home soon and then Im taking a much needed nap with Paige!

Apollo

We have been having alot of issues with Apollo since our move, but things seem to be getting better now. After we moved it really freaked him out, and every time we would leave him alone, he would panic and destroy doors, mini blinds, door frames, and anything he could get to basically. He would also poop on the floor and dump his water and food bowl and scatter the food around the whole room! I think he was showing us that he was mad at us by doing the food thing! lol Anyways, we couldn't do it anymore. He has caused alot of damage to this house already that we will have to pay back. We cant put him in the backyard cause he can easily jump the fence, which he as done several times, and he hurts himself on his cable every time we try that. So our last resort was a kennel to put him in while we are gone. He is still afraid of it, but he has been going in it pretty easy for me. I always give him a treat when he goes in there like he is supposed to. I'm glad he is doing good, cause I didn't want to hurt myself or the baby trying to get him in there. So anyways, it seems to be our best solution. Only problem is now, we cant go anywhere for an extended period of time cause we cant leave him in there too long. Not sure what to do about that one. We will try to figure something out though. Right now, he is sleeping on the floor with his stuffed duck! lol